I am soooo tired today that I can’t stay awake! I even got up & took a shower, which usually helps. I’m tired daily, but not THIS tired. I have been feeling blah since last Friday. Went to Grand Junction (a few hours away) with mom over the weekend to see my youngest sister & spend Easter with them. All went well, except I didn’t feel all that great. Nothing specific, just a feeling of not “being right.” On Easter, my blood sugar dropped again while we were at a store. I bought some cookies & went to sit out in the truck & wait for mom. My blood sugar at that time was 69.:( I don’t know why it’s dropping like that. Now I have a sharp shooting pain in the middle of my back that comes & goes. I know I’m being a pain in the butt with my bitching, but I’m soooo damn tired of not feeling right. I need to help my youngest son with his homework today. He may just have to come in my room & sit on the bed. That way I can kinda lay down while I’m helping him. The rest of the time, I’m sure I will be sleeping. Feel lazy when I do that. Also feel like I should be doing something else..being productive.
I started taking Zantrex-3 (red pill) on Monday (17th). I only take 1-2 a day right now until I get used to it. That helps a LITTLE with the energy, but not a lot right now. I have to be careful what I take, because I have a history of panic attacks & don’t need some diet pill causing those. I was looking into taking the Zantrex Black, but from what I read about it & testimonials, it didn’t sound like something that I really wanted to try. I ate a ton of food the 3 days I was in Grand Junction. 😦 I hate when I do stupid shit like that. So today, I’m 307.8. Was a bit higher than that when I first got home on Tuesday. I have been between 301 – 309 for over 6 months now. It’s time to get OUT of the 300’s for good.
I dyed my hair a “Deep Intense Auburn.” It actually looks pretty good.:) I was kinda freaking out at first, because I have been dying my hair blonde for over 20 years, but it’s all good now. 🙂